I’m too busy with my work, hindi na kita nabibigyan ng time.
Kahit na personal na lakad ito, sinamahan niya ako magpacheck up sa sakit ko (na since high school pa nag-eexist).
Masaya naman ako, kasi nalulungkot talaga ako kapag sobrang busy siya. Though, I understand him. Really. Pero nakaka-sad din kasi minsan na wala siyang time para sa akin.
I know that he’s doing what he can do. Chat. Text. Calls. But there’s no better way of knowing each other than to be together personally, ‘di ba?
It’s weird. I know that in this trip, he’d see me. A glimpse of the real me. Lalo na yung part na takot ako sa karayom.
True enough, he has seen a glimpse of not just me, but also of our differences.
He’s on polo. I’m on t-shirt.
He’s on black shoes. I’m on sneakers.
He has a hanky. I don’t.
But our differences, like in his words, is what compliments us.
I suddenly remember a portion of my love letter for my future (hindi ko pa siya kilala ha!) that I wrote for a writing competition:
You know, life is so different without you. Or maybe, it is going to be more different when you are with me—different in some sort of a good way. I guess difference depends on how we deal with what life has given us, I guess, love is a difference. It has to be one, because it gives us a different feeling of being the most different person, together. I love being different with you.
And true to it’s sense. I love our differences… We complete each other. 🙂
Things he found out about me today:
- My worst case of wrong sense of direction
- Poor debating skills (for he’s good at it)
- Stubborn attitude when we talk about desserts.